Sunday, May 17, 2026
AMERIGASM: Your Agony Is Their Aphrodisiac
Saturday, May 16, 2026
Mind of a Soldier: 34 Laws for the War After the War
Mind of a Soldier:
34 Laws for the War After the War
The system built you for war. Nobody built you for this.
You did everything right. You served. You sacrificed. You came home. And now you are sitting in a VA waiting room with a number, filling out the same form for the fourth time, being told that the approved treatment is available in seventeen days — while the thing you came in for does not pause for the appointment.
Mind of a Soldier is not a self-help book. It is not a memoir. It is a field manual — written by a retired Special Operations EOD Sergeant Major who was the first Black Tier One EOD operator in U.S. history a — for the war that nobody briefs you on before you take off the uniform.
The 34 laws in this book document what the system does not tell you:
- Why the PTSD diagnosis was built for a single traumatic event — and what it misses about a career warfighter
- Why the treatment fails 91% of the people it was designed to serve
- Why the civilian world's version of you is either a hero or a monster, and why neither one is you
- Why your nervous system, your sleep, your body, and your identity are not broken — they are miscalibrated for an environment that no longer exists
- Why "Thank you for your service" ends the conversation it pretends to start
- Why the most dangerous thing you will ever do is not the mission — it is the silence after it
This book does not ask you to be vulnerable the way a therapist does. It tells you the truth. It names the system failures with data, the identity fractures with precision, and the path forward with the same directness that kept people alive downrange.
It was written for the veteran who is performing wellness in the waiting room. For the spouse who cannot explain why the person they love is unreachable. For the civilian who wants to understand but does not know where to start. And for the policy maker who needs to see the gap between what the country promises and what it actually delivers — measured in the people who fell through it.
The author is not writing from the other side of a clean recovery arc. He is in the valley. Still figuring it out. Every day. The same way you are.
The war does not end when the uniform comes off. It changes AO.
This is the field manual for the next one.
Friday, May 15, 2026
Self-Knowledge In a World Of Fictitious Perceptions: BEYOND TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS
"The devil's biggest trick is to convince the world he doesn't exist."
There are people in your life talking **at** you — not to you. Dismantling your ground before you've said a word. Stacking devaluations of your aims, your intentions, your identity — sometimes all three at once. And the most sophisticated part? You're not supposed to notice.
This is not about feeling trapped. This is about intended devaluation — and what to do about it.
When you're out of the reach of people with devaluative tendencies — magic things happen.
Inside:
➤ NLP: everything you need to know — Built for people dealing with the real aftermath of narcissistic contact. The tools that achieve in minutes what can take years — at a level beyond Practitioner, where the real work begins.
➤ The Game Is On — The narcissist measures success differently. Projective identification, hidden competition, the false selfin motion. Once you understand the internal landscape, the moves become readable — and you stop being a piece on someone else's board.
➤ Classic psychiatry — for the boost of everyday — Kernberg's Object Relations Theory, Transference-Focused Psychotherapy, the DSM-V alternative model decoded for practical use. The internal structure of narcissistic disorder, not just its surface symptoms.
➤ Number one rule of Wall Street — Associate with Performant people. Avoid narcissists. The Wolf of Wall Street understood future faking better than most therapists. A lens you won't forget.
➤ Industrial models in life — OODA loops. Antifragility. C.M.M.I. maturity levels. Because the same frameworks that run high-performance organizations can run a high-performance personal reality. The process is not a product — and that one distinction changes the architecture of everything.
➤ Dissecting underlying social dynamics — The social fabric determines what gets through and what doesn't. Some environments are designed to suppress signal. Knowing which one you're in changes everything.
➤ An impeccable stalker with Maths — Fat tails, stochastic volatility, Fisherian runaway selection as a mirror of narcissistic behavior. How to distinguish a real scenario from a manufactured illusion. Your vision is fundamental.
➤ The 4 Levels of personal development: (beyond) an introduction to Satsang — Perceived Value Is Floating. Rhythms & States. Detached Sense of Identity. Construction as the Logical Solution. A framework built before the noise, for whoever is ready to move past the surface.
"**THE INDIVIDUAL WITH MORE ALTERNATIVES HAS THE CAPACITY TO CONTROL.** That single idea changes everything — and it's the last thing a narcissist wants you to understand. This book is not another guide on toxic relationships. It is a precise toolkit built from classical psychiatry, advanced NLP, industrial management models, and the mathematics of illusion — assembled for one purpose: to give you back your clarity, your agency, and your direction. You'll learn to read the patterns others miss. You'll understand what's actually happening beneath the surface of the relationships that drain you. And you'll find that the way out is not emotional — it's structural. _What the narcissist doesn't want you to see is that the game has rules. And once you know the rules, you stop losing._"
Thursday, May 14, 2026
Asylum Earth: Age of the Apocalypse
Wednesday, May 13, 2026
The Algorithm of Us
The Algorithm of Us
Monday, May 11, 2026
Our Top 5 Books to Give Your Relationship
Our Top 5 Books to Give Your Relationship
The Big Black Book of Sex Positions
Sunday, May 10, 2026
Marvin and the Plant-Based Penis
Marvin and the Plant-Based Penis
Marvin lives in a dome in 2075, fifty years after the collapse. The air is toxic. The water is poisonous. The Y chromosome has disappeared humans are cloned in vats now, carefully designed to survive a world that kills everything natural.
But Marvin just wants to impress a girl. He has a plan: he's going to buy a plant-based penis, impress Zenna, and live happily ever after. There's just one problem. The plant-based penis doesn't work. Looking for parts to fix it leads him on a journey through the Forbidden Territories, where he Meets broken people, view the world outside his done, and discovers what is still destroying what's left of the planet.















