Sunday, May 24, 2026

The Design of Perfection: 300 Million Years of Silence

  Beautiful Dragonfly on Branch


The Design of Perfection:

300 Million Years of Silence


What if the most sophisticated technology on Earth is not hidden in a lab in Silicon Valley, but hovering right before your eyes?

Meet the dragonfly. It has five eyes. It sees the world 200 times faster than you do. It hunts with a 97 percent success rate, making lions and great white sharks look like amateurs. And it does all of this on a battery of just 0.0001 watts.

But here is the real mystery: It has not changed in 300 million years.

In this provocative journey through biology, engineering, and cosmic philosophy, Jure Ivankovic challenges everything we think we know about life on Earth. Is the dragonfly a biological fluke, or a message in a bottle waiting for a civilization advanced enough to read it?

The answers are not in the fossils. They are in the code.

Saturday, May 23, 2026

Twenty Last Dates

   Man and Woman at table with line up of men behind the table.


Twenty Last Dates


In this laugh-out-loud dark comedy about modern romance, one woman over 55 survives twenty truly horrible dates and bravely reports back from the digital dating jungle.

Whether you’re 25 or 75, you’ll recognize the madness. Swipe left on sanity and right on disaster in this brutally funny, occasionally cringeworthy, razor- sharp tale about searching for connection in the age of apps. When you're old enough to know better but still hopeful enough to try.

There’s the man who still lives with his wife (for “convenience”), the first date who delivers a full medical history before the coffee arrives, and the gentleman whose impressive stories collapse the moment the check arrives. Add in decade-old photos, creative truths, and enough red flags to decorate a parade, and you have dating in our time.

Smart, biting, and painfully funny, this book proves that sometimes the only winning move in modern love is to laugh... and order dessert alone.



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Tuesday, May 19, 2026

MIND CRIMES

     Brain with Fingerprint on one Side of the mass


In Mind Crimes, psychotherapist Daria Coulombe invites readers to examine the hidden patterns behind emotional pain, self-sabotage, overthinking, disconnection, and repeating cycles that seem impossible to break. With the mind of an investigator and the compassion of a therapist, this book helps you gather the evidence, question old assumptions, and uncover what is really driving your thoughts, feelings, and behaviors.

What if your patterns were not random—just uninvestigated?

MIND CRIMES is a psychological casefile on human behavior that helps you uncover the hidden patterns behind overthinking, panic, shame, emotional shutdown, people-pleasing, avoidance, and repeated relationship loops.

Written in a bold investigation style, this book invites you to become a detective of your own mind. Each chapter is structured like a casefile, guiding you through the “crime scene,” the pattern’s modus operandi, the deeper interrogation, and the steps needed to close the loop.

Inside, you will uncover patterns such as:

  • overthinking spirals
  • panic responses
  • numbness and shutdown
  • the inner critic
  • shame loops
  • people-pleasing
  • avoidance
  • chase-withdraw dynamics
  • repeated attraction to the "wrong" partner

But this book does more than explain behavior. It helps you see the logic behind your reactions, identify the emotional evidence you have been missing, and approach yourself with more clarity, insight, and power.
This book is for readers who want more than comfort. It is for those who want understanding.

You cannot change a pattern you cannot see.
But once you learn how to read the evidence, the loop begins to lose its power.

It is time to reopen the case.



Image of Author with Book







Sunday, May 17, 2026

AMERIGASM: Your Agony Is Their Aphrodisiac

    City in a Pill Capsule



AMERIGASM:

Your Agony Is Their Aphrodisiac


Amerigasm doesn't kill you. It makes you pay for the privilege of suffering. High above the smog-choked streets of a dying city, seven elite predators known as The Foxes operate from the 101st floor of Eden Spire. They have achieved the ultimate corporate dream: the Elderly Optimization Program, a systematic "cleanup" of the population that dresses up murder as a clinical exit. To the Foxes, people are just biomass to be processed. To Axel Monroe, they are the men who liquidated his mother and called it a suicide. Axel was once a corporate rat, a man drowning in a soul-crushing 9-to-5 loop. He also carries a heavy, near-impossible promise made to his dying father: To find true love. It is a quest that feels like a glitch in the system. Axel is operating in a world designed for sinners, where "Intimacy" is a curated subscription service and "Connection" is a chemical state manufactured by corporate algorithms. The system squeezed him until he disappeared. He went to "school" in the wilderness, trading his spreadsheet for a tactical vest and his compliance for the predatory instincts of a Wolf. Will Axel be able to get his revenge against the Foxes who dismantled his life? Can a man built for war keep a promise of peace and find real love in a city of algorithms?






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Saturday, May 16, 2026

Mind of a Soldier: 34 Laws for the War After the War

  Book Title on Black Book cover with silhouette of man in back ground


Mind of a Soldier:

34 Laws for the War After the War


The system built you for war. Nobody built you for this.

You did everything right. You served. You sacrificed. You came home. And now you are sitting in a VA waiting room with a number, filling out the same form for the fourth time, being told that the approved treatment is available in seventeen days — while the thing you came in for does not pause for the appointment.

Mind of a Soldier is not a self-help book. It is not a memoir. It is a field manual — written by a retired Special Operations EOD Sergeant Major who was the first Black Tier One EOD operator in U.S. history a — for the war that nobody briefs you on before you take off the uniform.

The 34 laws in this book document what the system does not tell you:

  • Why the PTSD diagnosis was built for a single traumatic event — and what it misses about a career warfighter
  • Why the treatment fails 91% of the people it was designed to serve
  • Why the civilian world's version of you is either a hero or a monster, and why neither one is you
  • Why your nervous system, your sleep, your body, and your identity are not broken — they are miscalibrated for an environment that no longer exists
  • Why "Thank you for your service" ends the conversation it pretends to start
  • Why the most dangerous thing you will ever do is not the mission — it is the silence after it

This book does not ask you to be vulnerable the way a therapist does. It tells you the truth. It names the system failures with data, the identity fractures with precision, and the path forward with the same directness that kept people alive downrange.

It was written for the veteran who is performing wellness in the waiting room. For the spouse who cannot explain why the person they love is unreachable. For the civilian who wants to understand but does not know where to start. And for the policy maker who needs to see the gap between what the country promises and what it actually delivers — measured in the people who fell through it.

The author is not writing from the other side of a clean recovery arc. He is in the valley. Still figuring it out. Every day. The same way you are.

The war does not end when the uniform comes off. It changes AO.

This is the field manual for the next one.



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Mind of a Soldier: 34 Laws for the War After the War

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Friday, May 15, 2026

Self-Knowledge In a World Of Fictitious Perceptions: BEYOND TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS

   Picture of Lighthouse on Mountain



"The devil's biggest trick is to convince the world he doesn't exist."

There are people in your life talking **
at** you — not to you. Dismantling your ground before you've said a word. Stacking devaluations of your aims, your intentions, your identity — sometimes all three at once. And the most sophisticated part? You're not supposed to notice.

This is not about feeling trapped. This is about 
intended devaluation — and what to do about it.

When you're out of the reach of people with devaluative tendencies — 
magic things happen.

Inside:

➤ NLP: everything you need to know — Built for people dealing with the real aftermath of narcissistic contact. The tools that achieve in minutes what can take years — at a level beyond Practitioner, where the real work begins.

➤ The Game Is On — The narcissist measures success differently. Projective identification, hidden competition, the false selfin motion. Once you understand the internal landscape, the moves become readable — and you stop being a piece on someone else's board.

➤ Classic psychiatry — for the boost of everyday — Kernberg's Object Relations Theory, Transference-Focused Psychotherapy, the DSM-V alternative model decoded for practical use. The internal structure of narcissistic disorder, not just its surface symptoms.

➤ Number one rule of Wall Street — Associate with Performant people. Avoid narcissists. The Wolf of Wall Street understood future faking better than most therapists. A lens you won't forget.

➤ Industrial models in life — OODA loops. Antifragility. C.M.M.I. maturity levels. Because the same frameworks that run high-performance organizations can run a high-performance personal reality. The process is not a product — and that one distinction changes the architecture of everything.

➤ Dissecting underlying social dynamics — The social fabric determines what gets through and what doesn't. Some environments are designed to suppress signal. Knowing which one you're in changes everything.

➤ An impeccable stalker with Maths — Fat tails, stochastic volatility, Fisherian runaway selection as a mirror of narcissistic behavior. How to distinguish a real scenario from a manufactured illusion. Your vision is fundamental.

➤ The 4 Levels of personal development: (beyond) an introduction to Satsang — Perceived Value Is Floating. Rhythms & States. Detached Sense of Identity. Construction as the Logical Solution. A framework built before the noise, for whoever is ready to move past the surface.


"**THE INDIVIDUAL WITH MORE ALTERNATIVES HAS THE CAPACITY TO CONTROL.** That single idea changes everything — and it's the last thing a narcissist wants you to understand. This book is not another guide on toxic relationships. It is a precise toolkit built from classical psychiatry, advanced NLP, industrial management models, and the mathematics of illusion — assembled for one purpose: to give you back your clarity, your agency, and your direction. You'll learn to read the patterns others miss. You'll understand what's actually happening beneath the surface of the relationships that drain you. And you'll find that the way out is not emotional — it's structural. _What the narcissist doesn't want you to see is that the game has rules. And once you know the rules, you stop losing._"









Thursday, May 14, 2026

Asylum Earth: Age of the Apocalypse

    Beautiful Futuristic Android Woman



When the world finally ended, it wasn’t the fire or the famine that broke humanity—it was the silence that followed. In the ruins of a dying Earth, survivors claw at meaning amid the wreckage of memory and guilt. Governments have vanished, faith has fractured, and every shadow hides the ghosts of choices no one wanted to make. The planet has become an asylum for what remains of the human mind—a sanctuary for the broken, the remorseful, and the damned. Among the desperate few stands one woman, Andrea Estrella, literally scarred by trauma and now haunted by what she saved and what she sacrificed. As fractured alliances unravel and truth becomes a weapon, her greatest enemy may not be the wasteland outside—but the conscience she cannot silence within. Asylum Earth: Age of the Apocalypse is a haunting journey into the collapse of morality, where survival demands betrayal, redemption demands pain, and the line between savior and monster fades with every heartbeat.






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